Staying up past the time I should rn. It's practically midnight where I'm at and I got work the next day. But y'know? I'd like to talk about a few things.

It's only been a few months since I've posted up some art, but during this time, I've come to kinda realize something. I don't really like my art. Now that's not gonna stop me from making it, but I honestly miss doing traditional drawing on paper. Number one, it's much more efficient than spending time on a website that has popup ads that get in your way and number two, the computer I have is a piece of fuckin' garbage, so it takes longer to draw stuff than it really should.

Now, you can say "why not get a new computer?" and to answer that, I'm unfortunately not in the position to get another one. I'm starting to move out and the costs to get a new computer would mess up the process and get in the way of home expenses, which I'm not affording. My computer I have right now is so slow that I'm surprised it still functions. One of my shift keys are practically busted and my computer looks like a nightmare overall. The only thing I can do is write on it, which is good because of the fanfics I'm putting together. Tho if the one shift key wouldn't feel so... Idk, then it would be perfect.

This isn't your standard computer btw, it's practically less than one. I don't wanna say what kind it is because it's honestly too embarrassing, so sorry about that. I wanna take up on doing digital drawing instead of pixel art, but again, home expenses on the way and shit, so it's a no go.

Last year was one of my most rocky years, and it's not because of irl life struggles (besides my job), but because of other things that put life at risk. I won't go in major details here, but I met someone that same year who hurt me in ways I don't want to recount. They're a terrible human being and anyone who's supported that effer in the past should probably retract their opinion on them. They've recently apologized, but the apology was lackluster. I can tell you that they're not sorry that they hurt me, but sorry they fucked themselves in the ass. Internet stalker basically, watching my every move. It's creepy and gross. I have a feeling they'll just come back and do the same shit, which wouldn't surprise me.

And if you're reading this, stalker, I will always know what you did and I will never fucking forgive you for the pain you put me through. I hope you rot.

I still miss posting online and sometimes I feel like I should just completely transfer over to Newgrounds with art, but I'm shooting down that idea still. Now, when I do come back, don't expect a quality change. My quality is still garbage as ever. Hand drawn art, not as garbage as you'd expect, but not masterpieces. If I had better lighting and stuff, it could stand out more. But I don't have that, and neither does my new place I'm moving into (I'm pretty sure the lighting will be worse actually).

I was gonna mainly shift my focus over towards making interesting rotoscope art and make small posters and scenes from my fanfics and just other wholesome art pieces, which comforts me. I made this one drawing of Blaze and Silver looking out into the sky with an actual background to it, which is what I wanna aim for now instead of using dull colors as background pieces, just so I have an excuse to upload less.

And that's the thing about me. I feel like I have an obligation to do this stuff, when I really don't. And it's been like that for as long as I've been here on this platform. But that's hopefully gonna change once I'm back. Again, quality will remain garbage, but simple homemade backgrounds will come into play to make it more atheistic.

Hopefully life steers me in the right direction and I can pursue the things I wanna do. I'd like to thank all of you who read up to this point and maybe I'll have a new news post up on this page in about a month.

Have a good day/night. :3